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If its gonna be a rainy day

Everytime they were gonna fall I begged them not to. I detest the feeling of having them
Roll down my cheek. I told myself they don't fall the stronger i'll become. And when it
Came t a point where I couldn't handle it. I realised the pain hasn't decreased. And all
Along they've been falling on the inside.

I want an answer. But I don't know how t go about asking for one. I don't like having t
Lie t myself everyday. I don't wanna seek for a heavy downpour so I can hide them.




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Its you and me I'm trying

In life there's definitely a few whom you care more for and you take into consideration
How they would feel. But sometimes the devil within gets unleashed and this horrible
Side of you gets displayed. Unintentionally you end up hurting the ones you love in ways
You never knew your action was capable of.

I never meant for my actions last night t bring about any unhappiness t my friends and I'm
Honestly sorry for it. Though we've had a million nd one quarells but I know the one from
Last night brought about a lot of disappointment nd the quarrel was just different from
The ones we had.

I might have wanted something at your expense. Something that would require me t give up
A lot of the time I spent with you. I was upset when you said you wouldn't care. And when
You said you were just kidding bout the times where you forbaded, I knew you were lying.

But through this it made me realise how important you are and I had rather grow up with
The future that you nd f had planned for me. I know apologies aren't the key factor now.
But I really feel so horrid for the way I made you feel.

Nd t f. I'm really appreciative of everything last night as well and you were really
Trying t resolve things and I really appreciated everything. I know I'm about as stubborn
As my blackheads and I'm really sorry for involving you in things I shouldn't be getting
You tangled in. But I really care for how you feel as much as I might not show it as often
As I feel.

And so from now. I'm gonna go find the devil nd get him tucked right beneath my layers of
Fats and I'm making sure it never steps out again.




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Your 22nd white rose

I don't know for you, but for me I've met with the best sort of people who go
Through the worst parts of your life with you. And they stick around long enough
To get close t you but due to circumstances they leave but neither party is
Forgotten?

S, you've been one of the greatest one could ever get. And you gave me the most valuable
More than anyone else at that point of time could. When you left you never failed t give
As usual, however, this is the most valuable one. You never let something slip pass you
So easily.

S, I still wish that you're still around. I still need so much help now. Could you
Please come back? Please?




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seeing forever

been an eventful week! though i was brutally treated not having any space to camp on last night. i was told i was left half a blanket but after i took a water break and came up only to find not only was the blanket gone but 3/4 of the bed as well.

had super yummy korean last night! did i mention i totally adore the wagyu?

Duos gonna be gone in a bit more and honestly i cant describe how handicapped im gonna feel. need another DT now. see yall!




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our memories, haunted.

I was so absolutely right to feel that way and have done the actions i did. Apart from affecting those that i care for (which i am termendously sorry about), i do not regret my actions a single bit at all.

blacker than the the kettle i overburnt and charred.




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Nobody`s home

Sometimes I wished you were still around so things might have been different. Through you,
I fought fate which I came t realize you'll never win a fight against it. I thought you
could have changed the events and only after a long while later, I was aware of the fact
You were in the cycle as well.

Never thought I'd find something quite like you gave. But seems like fate yet again proved
Me wrong. Thank you though. Now I've seen and given up. I've stopped trying so I think I'm
Gonna catch some sleep. And god, let's make this a long one. Enough t last.




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